my skinny little soft-hearted boy!!
Kdenn's Age Counter
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
1st Sports Day for Kdenn
Haven thought Kdenn can do quite well in sports....?
His first sports day experience in the relay with his classmates, won them a silver medal, his first medal in life!!
Keep it up Kdenn!!
His first sports day experience in the relay with his classmates, won them a silver medal, his first medal in life!!
Keep it up Kdenn!!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
First enrichment class
Kdenn went for his first enrichment class (outside childcare centre) in the evening on 16 March, Tuesday. Mum signed up the Creative Drawing Art Class in the evening for him after he showed interest in choosing it. It costs $60 for 12 sessions of 1.5hrs at the Punggol 21 CC which mum felt was quite reasonable and (still) affordable.
Mum left the class soon after he settled on his seat and just as the teacher has started the drawing lesson. With a little bit of worries, mum decided to wait at the general office at the CC. 9pm then walked back to the classroom, and shocked to find Kdenn missing. He was hiding at one corner, sobbing away. According to the teacher, the class has ended and he started crying because he was sad why mum was not here yet!
oh, my goodness! What an experience! But mum was happy seeing what Kdenn has done for the first drawing class!! Very happy indeed! There was a report slip attached to his work. This was impressive.... stated B+ grade for it, score 82, good for colouring and line works, though needs improvement for water colour.
At the beginning, mum was worried whether he can understand the instructions the teacher will be giving. But am very very glad, he achieved something at the end of the class!! Even though there was some sad sobbing and sense of lost, but it was worth the learning and experience mum wants to give Kdenn!!
Mum left the class soon after he settled on his seat and just as the teacher has started the drawing lesson. With a little bit of worries, mum decided to wait at the general office at the CC. 9pm then walked back to the classroom, and shocked to find Kdenn missing. He was hiding at one corner, sobbing away. According to the teacher, the class has ended and he started crying because he was sad why mum was not here yet!
oh, my goodness! What an experience! But mum was happy seeing what Kdenn has done for the first drawing class!! Very happy indeed! There was a report slip attached to his work. This was impressive.... stated B+ grade for it, score 82, good for colouring and line works, though needs improvement for water colour.
At the beginning, mum was worried whether he can understand the instructions the teacher will be giving. But am very very glad, he achieved something at the end of the class!! Even though there was some sad sobbing and sense of lost, but it was worth the learning and experience mum wants to give Kdenn!!
Thursday, March 04, 2010
Dejected, rejected, hurt and angered
this is the first time Kdenn hurt me deeply. He says he doesn't want me and doesn't like me. Yes, i'm a fool to take his words seriously. But if you know him, he talks seriously most of the times. Furthermore, he repeated it several times.
I feel like i suffered for nothing. He doesn't know how to appreciate (yet) what my sacrifices have been, all for him. He talks back, behaves rudely to me. When i m sad, he chose to say he don't want me! Thus, i was super hurt and angry.
Reacting to his rudeness, i finally have to resort to caning him. This is the first time for 2 nights, he doesn't want to appreciate me, and say sorry to me. Even grandma tried to explain how wrong he was, he still chose to be egoistic!!! His sense of pride is shown strongly.
TO the extend of telling him, NO MILK FOR U! I even took away his all-time companion-my CD player. I m ready to see how he is dying for it, and i have to take the opportunity to punish him.
In the end, it doesn't work (yet). He is still not saying sorry. Tonight is the 2nd night. When i was sad last night, i thought he will come to give me a tap on the shoulder and encourage me. But instead, he said he doesn't like me, and walked away. This added more to my sadness last night. Thus i decided to be angry with him.
Since i m not appreciated, there is no point i sacrifice so much for him!!
I give up delicious lunches, give up sharing birthday pressies for friends and colleagues, gave up all the gatherings that require me to spend some gifts, gave up my lunch money for his monthly medications, for his stationeries that he asks for, toys he love to have, use up my fullest energy to do up all the chores to give him the best at home, give him the first approach whenever he needs in the middle of the night, protect him from virus and sickness, giving up my savings for all the precious remedies that can keep him healthy and assist in his health development so that he can catch up with the rest.
....yet, this is what i get from him.
Yes, i did not expect anything much in return. But, .... at this moment, i am just feeeling dejected. Very sad.
I wish my words can get into him to grow up to be a man of wisdom, one who knows how to use the right intention, attitude, and actions towards life and his environment.
I feel like i suffered for nothing. He doesn't know how to appreciate (yet) what my sacrifices have been, all for him. He talks back, behaves rudely to me. When i m sad, he chose to say he don't want me! Thus, i was super hurt and angry.
Reacting to his rudeness, i finally have to resort to caning him. This is the first time for 2 nights, he doesn't want to appreciate me, and say sorry to me. Even grandma tried to explain how wrong he was, he still chose to be egoistic!!! His sense of pride is shown strongly.
TO the extend of telling him, NO MILK FOR U! I even took away his all-time companion-my CD player. I m ready to see how he is dying for it, and i have to take the opportunity to punish him.
In the end, it doesn't work (yet). He is still not saying sorry. Tonight is the 2nd night. When i was sad last night, i thought he will come to give me a tap on the shoulder and encourage me. But instead, he said he doesn't like me, and walked away. This added more to my sadness last night. Thus i decided to be angry with him.
Since i m not appreciated, there is no point i sacrifice so much for him!!
I give up delicious lunches, give up sharing birthday pressies for friends and colleagues, gave up all the gatherings that require me to spend some gifts, gave up my lunch money for his monthly medications, for his stationeries that he asks for, toys he love to have, use up my fullest energy to do up all the chores to give him the best at home, give him the first approach whenever he needs in the middle of the night, protect him from virus and sickness, giving up my savings for all the precious remedies that can keep him healthy and assist in his health development so that he can catch up with the rest.
....yet, this is what i get from him.
Yes, i did not expect anything much in return. But, .... at this moment, i am just feeeling dejected. Very sad.
I wish my words can get into him to grow up to be a man of wisdom, one who knows how to use the right intention, attitude, and actions towards life and his environment.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Happy Birthday Kdenn!!
4 yr old Birthday Party for Kdenn
~organised by Grandpa and Grandma at Balam Road
~organised by Grandpa and Grandma at Balam Road
Chief Chef: Po Po
Assistant cook: Mummy
Financial controller: Daddy
Complimentary birthday cum xmas log cake from Daddy
Supporters and fans: Uncle CheeAnn and Auntie Suizeng, and sister Eliza (grabbing the cake-cutting knife from Kdenn as in the pic)
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